Behind

Wow. I'm behind. Just a little. I suddenly realized it's 2011, not 2010. Seriously? When did that happen? That's weird.

Confessions

I have some confessions to make. I'm hoping I will feel a little lighter after I get these off my chest, since lately I have some weight to lose. Literally. This is my pathetic attempt at getting rid of that extra weight without getting off my butt.

1. I have a bit of an obsession with Baby Gap. I go in there every time I'm at the mall, coveting everything in the store. Sometimes I want to kidnap babies just so I can have a doll to dress up in baby Gap clothes everyday.

2. I'm subscribed to 10 wedding blogs. Ok, it might be more like 30. No, I am not engaged. And yes, I am still single. Hey, it's never too early to start planning your wedding, right? RIGHT?

3. I'm a serious stalker. Seriously. I even stalk people just to see if they're stalking me. It's that bad.

4. I sometimes snort when I laugh really hard. Ok, and maybe when I'm not laughing really hard. Alright, sometimes I snort when I'm not even laughing at all.

5. I have some serious obsessions. Facebook. Blogs. Pinterest. Modern Family. Food. Babies. Twinkling lights. Chocolate. Yes, I do can spend hours upon hours on those every day. Yes, on each individually.

6. I'm slow at getting jokes so sometimes I laugh when I really don't get it. But I've gotten really good at pretending, so you probably won't notice I'm faking it.

7. I never brush my hair. Seriously. I don't think I've brushed it once this entire year.

8. I steal fruit from people's trees. Apricots, apples, grapes, cherries, tomatoes, berries...I'm looking for an avocado tree. Anyone know where I can find one?

9. I'm jealous of pregnant ladies. I just think they're cute, and I want to be cute too, ok?

10. I watch the Bachelor Pad. And I like it. It's an even dumber show than Bachelor and Bachelorette (if that is even possible), but when I'm at work, I get desperate. And the Bachelor Pad is entertaining.

Well, there you go. That should at least be 10 lbs I lost, right?

In my dreams...if only it were that easy. I'd willingly confess my deepest, darkest secrets to the whole world.

Dare You...

to let me be your

ONE AND ONLY

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face

God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared
I've been here before
Every feeling, every word
I've imagined it all
You'll never know, if you never try
To forgive your past, and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be, your
Your one and only
Promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms

So come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts

If I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time
At the mention of my name

Will I ever know
How it feels to hold you close
And have you tell me
Whichever road I choose you'll go

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)

So I dare you to let me be your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms

So come on
And give me the chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile
Until the end starts