Love and Weddings

It's weird that I'm at the stage in life where more people are getting pregnant and having babies than getting married. I honestly never thought this day would come, but here I am, feeling so incredibly old sometimes! I mean, what is up with that right? I'm only 23 afterall...It should be illegal to feel old at 23, but of course, because I live in Happy Valley Utah, it is only normal to feel old because I'm 23 and still single. I guess I better work harder at finding my lover...

But really, dating just sucks! It sucks. Period. Especially when you go on random dates with random people that you're not even remotely interested in, but you're just going because you were told to and you know you should give these poor guys a chance. I guess if they were rich, it'd be another story.

But I was thinking...why is it so hard to find someone you're both attracted to AND has all the qualities you want in a husband? Now that I think about it, I'm not sure I've EVER dated anyone where they possessed both. That is just a little sad! Either I think they are cute, OR they have the important qualities. But never both. Why is it always either or? I mean, both are kinda important, right? I kinda wanna think my future husband is hot...I mean, it's not like I need a guy that EVERY girl is drooling over, but just someone I'm personally attracted to. Is that really too much to ask? Maybe I'm just shallow...and I know looks don't mean anything in the end, but still. I have been told physical attraction is important, and I guess I never really realized just how important it really is until recently. Someday...I will find someone who meets all of my qualifications. May take a while though, since that list seems to be growing longer the older I get and the more guys I meet. Oh well, I guess. I'm still young. No rush.